Wednesday, April 26, 2006

UGANDA DISPATCH 4: Welcome to Kampala

Today's email will take you on a tour of Uganda's capital city, Kampala, where I've been for the better part of the last two weeks.

Coming in by bus you arrive at the city's frenetic bus park.  It's about half a city block square, surrounded by chain-link fence, which in turn is surrounded by and an even more impenatrable chain of taxis and bodaboda drivers.  (Bodabodas, by the way, are the ubiquitous old motorcycles and tortured scooters that you can hop on the back of if you want cheap, quick transport anywhere in the city... and if you don't value your life too highly.)  Inside the dirt square are many aging buses, either parked or engaged in any manner of inscrutable manuevers with little to no regard for pedestrians.

After waiting in the damp heat of the bus for the passengers to sort out themselves and their carry-ons, you climb down into the slightly less damp heat of midday Kampala.  The bus's luggage compartments are thrown open.  About seven Ugandan men, all acting with an air of some authority and speaking Luganda (which, by the way, you don't speak a word of) argue with each other over which bags are yours.  When you point them out they are handed to you by the seven men, none of whom ask for anything, and they are immediately grabbed by several hands from behind you.  These are the hands of the taxi and boda drivers.  They proceed to argue with each other over which of them was there first, each using you as a witness to their promptness, and using your luggage as leverage.  You take your bags from them, ask which of them has a car, and go with the most enthusiastic of them.  His enthusiasm fades quickly when you tell him how much you are willing to pay for the ride.  Not the typical mzungu (white guy) price.  But he his amiable and talkative, and you can even understand a good portion of his English.

He lurches out into traffic, cutting off not one but three cars as he takes his place in the lane.  When a man in a suit steps out in front of his car he makes no move for the brake, but instead honks and maintains his course.  The suit hops nimbly back.  It won't be the last near-death of your ride.  The mutatus are out in force just now.  These old vans, white with peeling blue stripes, rattle like screws aren't just loose but long lost and forgotten as the weave through the roads, jutting their fat faces into lanes and demanding right of way.  Your driver cowers from them, and good thing.  They weren't about to stop.

You pass through the city center, a street lined with banks and restaurants and shops.  Its sidewalks filled with men in nice shirts and women sitting on the ground, selling things like newspapers, pens, and trousers.  A hill takes you down to one of the traffic roundabouts left over from British city planning and slowly, painfully being phased out.  On the way down you see parliment, a dusty building with a beautiful modern clocktower.

At the bottom of the hill you enter a rich suburb of Kampala.  Garden City, a four story, open air mall, passes on your left, filled with all manner of old white travellers in safari gear walking the clean, tiled walkways.

Then comes the golf course, the only one in Kampala.  NGO vehicles become thick on Acacia Rd.  You turn into Cornerstone's parking lot, pay the driver his modest wage, and drop off you things.  Time for lunch.

You need to use the internet so you head for Cafe Pap on Parliment Ave, where free wireless come with the food.  There you see the same faces that you saw last time you were in Kampala - the two journalists, the British NGO worker, the inexplicable old white man with the same young Ugandan model.

After an overpriced meal and a number of refreshing emails you get to work.  Your partner organization is in Ntinda, about 10 minutes by boda.  You flag down a decent looking bike, haggle mercilessly, and situate yourself on the back.  The downhills are the worst as the bike picks up spead, hitting bumps that feel as if they could launch you off the back.  But, as per usual, you make it safely to your destination.  It's off the main area throroughfaire, down a rutted dirt road and tucked away behind a fence grown over with green.  Bosco the gatekeeper open the gate for you and give you the Ugandan handshake of respect, his left hand holding his right elbow as he shakes.

It's all smiles to see you, with questions shooting around and everyone wanting a handshake or a wave.  You don't know most of these people.  There are over 60 of them, after all, and you've only been here a couple times.  But everyone knows you, depends on you, worries over your presence and absence with fervor.  You reassure them again and answer questions and take off in an hour or so.  Maybe you hold a meeting first to tell everyone that they're doing very well.  They are, in fact.  You check out the quality control room where thousands of bracelets are checked every week, packed into a box and shipped to San Diego.  You ask Jwanica about the materials supply and encourage him to restock by the end of the week.  You say goodbye to these kind people and you go back to Cornerstone where more friends wait.  Lakers (pronounced Lah-kay) greets you warmly.  He'll be coming up to Gulu with you later in the week to work with Cornerstone.  You talk to him about his work and his recent boda accident.  The bandages are still on his head.

Later you'll walk with him up and over the hilly Acacia Road and to his favorite restaurant, set on the edge of a slum market, with the bitter odors of the place wafting gently and occasionally around you.  They are excited to see a mzungu.  They'll remember your name for months.  They'll ask Lakers about you if you don't come back soon.

Power goes out before night has fully set.  You walk back to the guesthouse and talk in the darkness.  It's bedtime, but not before you read a bit by candlelight.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

GUEST WRITER: Mitchell's Nasty Hat Address


Mitchell's Enormous Pupil
Originally uploaded by visionerry.
thank you 'dad' and 'mandy' for being people of integrity. thank you for displaying grace and class.

my hat, purchased for 3.99 at a gap outlet, has visited three continents, seen three oceans, and trekked across two vast deserts. it was there when bush was elected, and when he was elected again; when shaq put on the miami black; and when ashley simpson got booed off stage the first, second and fifth times. it was there for phil's first major victory, for the first time i pumped a tank at $3/gal., and even for the modest, though impressive, revival of pauley shore's career. it, in short, has an identity forged by experiences both great and small. and i don't need anyone's approval to love it in all its glory, and, to quote john, its 'nast'.

i wish you all the best, and assure you that when my mom sees the thing she'll toss it in the wash.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Check this out

My latest post over at the Global Youth Fund is about Scott Harrison, a photojournalist with Mercy Ships that I've met over email recently. Check it out. He has some great things to say about mercy and personal responsibility.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Easter

I'm not inspired tonight. I don't have any epiphanal insights into the nature of life and sacrifice. All I know tonight is that Jesus lived after he died. Though not epiphanal, this is pivotal.

Praise God that Jesus lives again! His life as a carpenter was too short, too good. If anyone ever deserved more, it was him. Now he is King.

I don't deserve more. But Jesus invites me to live like him. Both in life and after it, to live like him. I will never be king, wouldn't want to be. But I can be with the King.

As with any king this means kneeling to him, swearing myself to his service. He deserves my allegiance more than I deserve the opportunity the give it. Like a thief before Arthur.

But even as resurrected king he is the same merciful character as the carpenter. He will take my allegiance. I can live like him.

So can you.

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Good night, Uganda

[For the BULLETS see below]

Hi Everyone,

Tomorrow night marks one month in Uganda. And a quick month it's been. If I have only five of those left I'll be back before morning.

Tonight I walked home from dinner alone. The moon was still hanging below the horizon as I set off from town, so the dirt road to my house also played its role as tactile guide in a wispy silence. An equatorial sun had radiated the ground and air all day, and its legacy faded defiantly into the breezy darkness.

As I rounded a corner a flicker of green light floated past me on the warm air. A firefly. Two more. Another, as I investigated, guarded by a jealous spider in its web. I looked back towards town.

The moon had just lifted itself over the edge of the earth and rose, red and bloated, into the eastern sky. A car passed.

The road where I turn to reach my house also leads to a Catholic Church. As I approached the turn I entered a hushed, shifting forest of people. Some carried candles like fireflies in the forest.

Once home a rush of drums and voices filled every space around and inside the house. We walked outside, to the church, in wonder. There a group of children sang and danced and drummed in careless harmony. Seeing the three of us many came over to say 'how-ah you.' I asked what they were singing. "To love Jesus," one said. I thought it a fine answer. One youngster sang a song for me. I sang one back. We sang one together. We all laughed.

Tonight Uganda and I got to know each other a little better.

BULLETS
  • Nightlife in Gulu, for me, depends utterly on whether we have power. That is, if we have power, I can sit at home, read and write under the florescent bulbs hanging from the ceiling. Otherwise, I do the same by candlelight.
  • My job here is to get Invisible Children Bracelets made by local people. Currently we employ a few more than 100 Ugandans, some of whom live in a nearby IDP camp. We'll probably be expanding that number quite soon.
  • At least three of our employees in Koro IDP camp were once abducted by the LRA - the rebel group behind the 20 year war in the region. Others have lost family members, mostly husbands, to the war. All have been deeply affected.
  • Almost all of our employees have at least one family member with a serious illness. Many are getting no treatment. Some are getting poor treatment. At least one woman who works for us has AIDS.
  • Their main complaints are that they don't have enough food, adequate water, access to medical care, and essential home equipment, like a pot to cook in and firewood to cook over.
  • On Monday I'm going to Kampala, Uganda's capital, for a little while.
  • I'm currently reading "The Graves Are Not Yet Full" - an analysis of some of the major conflicts in Africa over the last 50 years. It's quite good, if a little wordy. Also some poetry by Czeslaw Milosz. He's really good. My poetry-reading friend Mitchell, who introduced me to Milosz, says that T.S. Eliot is even better.
  • I'm currently writing a short satirical story on international development. I call it Development and Magic Beanstalk. It is, if I can say so myself, a bit presumptuous.
Goodnight, mine has been. And Happy Easter. Jesus lived for grace, died for justice, and rose for glory. If you like, you can do the same.

Yours,
James

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Nasty or Not


nasty, originally uploaded by visionerry.

Friends, this is Mitchell. Mitchell, meet my friends.

Mitchell is the guy that I work with on the bracelet campaign here in Gulu and, for the month and a half until he leaves, my roommate. He's a fun guy to live with - intelligent, funny, good book selection - but...

So, Mitchell has this hat. It's pretty, shall we say, used. I keep telling him that it's nasty. He disagrees. So I'd like to put it to public test. If you are so inclined, please leave a comment as to whether you think the hat is:

(a) Nasty
(b) Just worn in
(c) Still needs a couple trips through the manure pile before you'd even think of sporting it

[note: remember, we're only judging the hat, not the shreds of a beard that you can see below it]

[another note: those who choose (c), please refrain from headwear in any and all of our subsequent interactions]

Monday, April 10, 2006

everMoment: A would-be night commuter


Faida 1
Originally uploaded by visionerry.

Faida, a young Acholi girl, is lucky to live a home run by Cornerstone. Cornerstone is providing homes, mentorship, and life skills to kids all over Uganda.

Faida is helping us film a music video by carrying what a night commuter might carry every night. She sang the lyrics: "I've got soul but I'm not a soldier."

Friday, April 07, 2006

Uganda Dispatch 3 - The Foreigner

I like the word dispatch, you may have noticed.  It sets images rolling of me at a dusty outpost, tapping away on the old wire, morsing my messages out to the world.  It's not true of course.  I'm sitting in a living room, on a pretty comfortable easy chair.  In front of me is a new TV and a new DVD player.  Instead of the telegraph I'm pecking away at the keys of a Toshiba laptop, which is plugged into a wirless phone that gives us Internet access.  It is dusty, though, when it's not raining.  And the floor is concrete, much like the outpost might be.  I don't really know.  I've never been to an outpost.

Last time I was out of the country the longest I spent in one place was three weeks.  Tonight is my 21st night in Uganda and I'm still an utter stranger to the place.  It's foreignness is complete.  Communication is tough.  Last night I wrote that even kindnesses are often lost in the faded transliterations of common words.  Conversation, unless you have spare hours, must be terse and pointed.  Niceties take much longer to send across the divide, and are rarely offered by locals that just wish you spoke their language.

Day in and day out I meet the eyes of men and women who have no intention, no hope, of understanding me - nor I them.  There is mutual distance.  Distance that I, for one, resent, at least on a bad day.  Yesterday was one of those.  You can read a bit more about it at jamestravels.com.

But today was good.  Even when, 20 yards out the door this morning, I was splashed by a truck careening into one of the ubiquitous red puddles left by last night's downpour.  Fifteen minutes later the red soil was dried like blood on my legs.  But the sky was huge and beautiful, the sun was warm, the shade cool, and people were returning my smiles.

That's all it takes for me, here.  Just smile back Uganda.

That seems like a good place to cut - tolerably interesting, superbly crafted - but I have to tell you about something.  The white SUVs.  Rumor has it that more than 1,000 NGOs work in Uganda, most of them in the north.  And the center of that presence is Gulu (which, by the way, is where I live).  Every NGO, it seems, is required by some clandestine international tribunal of auto/oil companies to own at least one white Toyota Land Cruiser, often many more.  And if they are serious, the Land Cruiser has a big black air-intake tube rising from the the hood - you know, in case of flooding - like a big automotive snorkel.  And if they are REALLY serious, they have a flag flying from the antenna - or one of their antennae.  That's another mark of seriousness, multiple antennae.

The ones with flags we call Development Conquistadors, except for the Norwegian Refugee Council, who we call the Vikings.  They go cavorting about, often in groups of very serious white Land Cruisers, doing embassy knows what back and forth on the red, dusty roads.  I think it's an NGO competition.  See who can spray the most dust at pedestrians (like us), especially when they've just gotten out of the shower.  Sticks better that way.  Easier to score.

This would all be fine, except that they drive like they are constantly being chased by the LRA.  I don't know, maybe it's practice.  All these white SUVs bouncing down unpaved roads, swerving around pedestrians, bicycles, each other.  Their side mirrors should be registered deadly weapons.  And the worst is Save the Children.  I expect, on going to their website, to find a new motto: Save the children, kill the pedestrians.  They are followed closely by the UN and World Vision, with the Vikings making up for what they lack in recklessness with sheer SUV overkill.  One of their Land Cruisers says "TURBO" on the side.  And it has a flag.  They are very, very serious.

Africa - 1, but James on Comeback

[Note: This was written last night. It's meant as an example of the difficulties of living in a foreign place. Today was a wonderful day, so don't feel the need to respond with sympathy and encouragement and all that. This is not a cry for help. However, care packages are generally accepted and can be addressed to me at the Invisible Children headquarters. They should include, among other things, peanut butter, large volumes of honey, chai latte mix (the 'just add water' kind), thoughtful books, and funny movies. Not movies you think are funny, but ones that I do. Thank you.]

Today Africa wins. Like the kid in high school that you avoid at lunch, Africa wins. Like the dare that you just can't do, Africa wins. Like the conversation that you just can't start, Africa wins.

And She wasn't especially mean today, except for the bacteria that She planted in my stomach and the food that She denied me. Her sun beat on me, Her poverty stretched my weak legs, Her demands cowered me today.

But that is just Her. She is abrasive and quick-tempered. She is needy and demanding. She is only as proud as any other people. Which means, of course, that She is proud.

But perhaps most of all she wins today because, to me, Africa is foreign. Even kindnesses are lost in the faded transliterations of common words. Questions go unanswered, demands sit staring on the table, eyes meet mine with no intention, no hope, of understanding. All day.

Even when at day's end I am lost in my on inadequacy She makes no apologies, no attempts at reconciliation. She just goes on being Africa.

So goodnight Africa. I'll see you in the morning.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

WELL VERSED: Looking for Flowers

There are no flowers
In this small, sick land
The people long for them, need
The sweet smells, the
Bursting out on a spring morning

But all the flowers here shrunk
Years ago into summer snowflakes
Tethered to the blood red ground,
Covered in its dust

But still they all search for flowers
The men inspecting emptied bottles
The women hoping for boquets
From their hopeless husbands,
All the while sweeping the arid dust into piles
And watering it dutifully

I've seen men and women searching the red dust
Straining it for even a seed
And as I knelt with them
Begging this stubborn land
I saw that they had flowers in their eyes

Monday, April 03, 2006

WELL VERSED: Listen

I hear his voice
Calling the crowd to his family
As he cradles them in the mud
Fighting the long defeat of pain
The war of death

Can you hear him?
His voice is loud, marred by torn breaths,
Sobs, and an aching cough this week
The distance? It's not his but yours
To cross, to come

He's crying out!
His pleas beat at night on your heart
And find your mind while you sit reading
And resonate, shaking, up your spine
You know his voice